Alternatively, I recommend several online retailers on my blog, but there’s no substitute for being able to see and hold a vibrator and feel the vibrations to help you figure out which one you might like.
Although I’m tempted to encourage you to try to re-open the conversation about physical intimacy with your husband, it’s clear that after 20 years, it’s unlikely that the two of you will come together sexually unless you (a) decide it’s a priority; and (b) have some sessions with a good couple’s counselor or sex therapist.
Touching myself does feel nice, but I don’t have a lot of sensation, probably due to age and lack of use.
I love making my nipples hard and I’ve discovered my clitoris.Lately I’ve been trying to stimulate myself to orgasm.I’m not sure if I’ve ever really had an orgasm and now I wonder if it may be too late. Then I got to know a man – online only – who became a close cyber friend. I didn’t miss it, because I didn’t know what sexual pleasure was.